September Update

Hi!

Nothing new to say. Sad. Still broke. Depressed. School year has started and I have just realized how crazy it is working for this city. The demands on my time, both teaching and other wise is just nuts. Tired. I have had to fill out so much paper work and do so many other dumb tasks that takes away from my students. Frustrating. I am currently enrolled in 2 certification graduate courses (paid for by the city), 1 teacher seminar (complete useless waste of time, seriously if I did not have to do it to keep my job this lady would never ever see me again--- paid for by city) and 2 doctoral courses (75% paid for by city, on a year long payment plan- but will be covered completely by a bonus stipend from my principal both fall and spring). Extremely tired.

I started this blog with hopes of having both good and bad things to say about my debt reduction. Nothing good has been posted. Crying. I have not tackled debt the way I need to. I am tired of thinking about debt (it literally keeps me up at night) and I want to stop feeling like a mouse on a wheel. I work too hard for what feels like nothing. First paycheck gone anything exciting? Any free money? NO NO NO...

How do you all deal with these feelings? OR do you have them?